2005-02-19
blaaaaah
I recorded a few more songs on my makeshift microphone.. mostly so not to forget them.. every so often I find quiet songs with heart beat drumming on my computer. I spent today in bed with the grieving cats.. I swear they are grieving.. you have to have owned an animal to understand what its like.. or what it's like for the animals left alive. I swear Tiffany died of a broken cat heart after Minnie died.. he was her baby. I am glad Minnley still has Faye & Mitten.. but they do notice he's gone. I notice he's gone. Which reminds me pheebie is gone. Which reminds me how quickly love can die. Which inspires me to fall in love. Which forces me to try and love you. Which makes me break your heart. Because I don't. And I can't. I want to. But I can't.
I love my cats. I am reminded of my grade 9 dream to become a cat lady.. I have already aquired many of the things i had set aside for myself before I could become one.
how have you been?
CURTAIN
Angela
brokentrain at 6:10 p.m.