i'm sorry
i know he thinks i'm crazy, but i'm not trying to be.
i was scared and confused and hurt.
Maybe I'm mostly upset that I will now forever been known as "a crazy girl that i dated" like, if I pass him on the street, or see him at a concert he'll turn to the girl he's with and be like "shit... i went out with that girl for a tiny bit and she went all psycho... quick, lets move before she spots us and eats our kneecaps"
I'm not crazy. I had just never been dumped before. Like.. ever.
It's not a good feeling, is it?
PS: I'm doing very well though, thank you. I'm sorry to anyone who reasds this that i keep bringing up teh same few issues, I just don't want to think about other things. Too much evil in teh world right now, too much i'll never understand about people and their selfishness. My own selfish nature included.
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