August 6
whoops
4 days to my 22nd birthday.
he says "you and i aren't at the same stage of life and you live far away. however, you make my heart go thump sometimes."
I can only cut someone out of my heart so many times before I become exhausted. So i'm just leaving it at distence and heart thumps. I am curling up into myself and away from him.
Hopefully he'll get married or something soon and it'll stop hurting everytime he says something somewhat nice.
i keep promis9ing no more boytalk. i keep failing.
brokentrain at 8:29 a.m.